Re-entering the work force...

and scared as hell.
I got the job. I understand that statement should be followed by a couple of exclamation points but, as I am happy I got the job, I am apprehensive for so many reasons. Here are a few:

1. I haven't worked in an office setting since I went out on early maternity leave before Cecilia in September 2000.
2. I have to leave my babies for the whole day for maybe a month or more.
3. I will no longer have control over how much money I make (ie working my ass off when I know someone's birthday is coming up or when we need something important).
4. My training is full-time during the day, 8-4:30, requiring me to actually get up, shower, and get dressed on a fairly strict schedule.
5. I have to leave my babies for the whole day during this training period which may take as long as a month plus.
6. Did I mention I have to leave my babies?

However, not to sound so much the crazy mom, here are the good things:

1. My actual working hours after training are going to be 4pm - 8pm.
2. I get to wear scrubs to work (so much like the PJs I often work in now).
3. I am still going to transcribe some so I will have a little financial control.
4. I will actually get a set paycheck on a set schedule making it so much easier to budget.
5. I dream that in taking this job, with it's fabulously set working hours, I will manage to actually get things done - like cleaning my house.

I hoped to accomplish making myself feel better by making these lists but now I am just a mass of terrified perspective.